| Friday, July 14, 2006 |
| Out of fear & crying myself to sleep... |
I reached home around midnight today after going melawat (visiting the family of the late Abg Ishak).
By 1 plus in the morning, I said my prayers and plonked myself to bed. I tossed and tossed in bed but I just could not sleep. Then... I felt it. A sudden surge of fear... FEAR OF DEATH. Suddenly I felt breathless and I started to panic and out of fear, I woke up, switched on the light and the pc, tried checking my email but I just could not seem to access it and thus, I decided to blog.
So many things have happened lately. A sister is having some personal problems of her own. Babe, I want to meet and talk to you. Shall we have a sisterly chat in person? I have so many questions to ask. I'm confused, disappointed and angry with you and you know that. And yes, you're right that it's okay to cry. But do you realize that you're making others whom you love cry too? We were having sleepless nights when you did not go home. I may not be a model daughter, sister or friend but will you give me the chance to help you out?
Naddy and I gave Zak a birthday surprise on wednesday night. Zak wanted a radio for her room so Naddy and I went down to Mustafa Ctr to buy her one and since the radio was huge, I suggested to Naddy that we proceed to Zak's place and surprise her with the gift. But... we were both disappointed to know that Zak had just bought a radio for her room! It was a sleek looking Panasonic radio set. But anyway, Zak was surprised by our sudden visit and the gift and Hafiz drove us to Alif for dinner, picked us up after that and even drove Naddy and I back home. Oh how sweet! I hoped that Zak had fun that night!
And the shocker of the week had to be the sudden death of comedian, Ishak Ahmat in Jakarta. May Allah SWT bless his soul and let's all congregate in prayers for his soul to rest in peace.
Nobody escapes death and it is always wise to be prepared.
Right now, I miss Erin so much. Her birthday's coming soon but she still has yet to return to Singapore. When Natra told me about the movie, "Road to Guantanamobay", the one name that came to mind was Erin's. She'd definitely love it and I want to watch it with her. |
| posted by norhayati @ 2:22 AM |
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